i still love melbourne, still like the life style which has shaped my life initiation. why people always rackon that life will never go along with their wish and then keep hystericly crying. some time i feel so apprecitiated that i have been offered a personality that i should be and i belong to, but sometime i still feel deperated, because i would never get what i want. at the moment, the most important thing is not about me, or can say that not directly about me, i want to make my two angles happy, and wish happiness can forever be stay around, i would like to pay anything to sacrify for them, but what they want is about i can be the lucky one. unfortunitly, luck never likes me, even i never feel i am miserable, i am still not on the right track i should be, i wish to be. its ok, i m still who i am, and will keep persuit my goal. maybe quiting the life here might help me to get close to my wish. feel like there i dont belong here, but i do like melboure, i like westin, i like the fellows, like fe, like mariko, like jae, like aymeric, like scott, i like maria, like carrie, like angela, like aline, like 2B, but i dont like peter.
i love you, my dear.
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